Goodbye my love

I can't be with the one I love anymore, he is now gone from my arms. There will be nomore late night talks and early morning holds. He will no longer be there to protect me from what I can take care of myself. My surprises around the corner have faded into the distance. It hurts, it hurts, I can barely breAthe and I know the sobs will come to an end.. The memories filled in idol object will remAin reminding me of the amazing man that I loved even if he didn't know how to love himself. Who will look out for him now and tell him they love him.. Something neither of us wanted we said goodbye with tear filled eyes and silence knowing this would be the last time we held each other. The key left on the counter solidifying the inevitAble. It was a great everything to my life, my heart. Loving someone isn't alwAys enough. Outside circumstance has taken over yet again, he has to abide by his rules and I had to let him go. I can no longer let him sacrifice his beliefs for a girl who might not know. Thing at all, no matter her passion for God...it doesn't matter that I feel we were in the right place. We gave each other something I will always remember. He has to grow on his own, and I pray he find his way. The path to his ultimate happiness. Did I just give up the most amazing thing I have known, yes. Was it it the right the to do, I don't know. I only hope that I could help him see the amazing man he is. The one he hasn't found yet, the one no one let's him know. I tell you I love you and days later let you go. So now a rest for a moment lying on the ground, paint in my hair, air coming back into my lungs. It will be ok I'm sure the world will whisper, noone will ever know the moments we had you and I . So now I must bid you ado, a Solom farewell and a gracious goodbye.


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