How did I find myself here? Waiting again for something to pass, this unknown haunting of whAt could be. What will happen with our future? I want to be patient but unsaid word make me uneasy. I've never wanted much, maybe this is where my problems begin. A life of normal with a little happy sprinkled in- a love that could bloom into forever. A work that makes me useful and creative, accomplished. As i sit here with a cigarette in hand I am reminded that my lack if commitment to myself is ever so clear. Determination has slowed down with my yearning for more. Settling for what is fact is most likely the better option, leaving the clouds for others to fill their heads. Here and now i am here. With my feet on the ground hoping for more yet expecting less.
-- Posted from my iPhone
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