june 29th

june 26th

Silly little dreams

I love dreaming, it's almost a past time for me. Every night there is something new moving around in my head. It's interesting to see what my brain comes up with. However, certain dreams tend to make me , well, lets say sad, from time to time. I had a simple dream last night, I somehow went back in time to the age of 14, or 17, I am really not sure on the details. My parents were there back together, my brother. I remember trying to get them to understand that I was from the future. I was trying to give them advice on what stocks to buy and tell them about the new technology that had arisen in the last 10 years. I was back at school.( which seems to be a dream that I continue to have at least once). Homework, classes, confusion are all the feeling that I have when I dream about school. It's as if I never understand the class work. Strange....most importantly I had an interest in this dream, in a boy. Even more importantly, he shared the same interest. Little things, like having a guy interested me ( in dreams) really makes me sad in the morning. In my dreams the guys want to be with me, hug me, hold my hand, talk. then I wake up to an empty as I always have (minus the silly little once in a while, blue moon events.) I just frustrated, because the feeling of being wanted slowly washes way in the morning. I know this is all silly, but my dreams are almost real to me. so when they are taken away, it's harder for me. I am sure that I will, one day, be able to find someone to wake up to. Until then, kharma the manged puppy will have to do.

The day after

My Birthday