A chance to find....

violins play in the foreground with a drumbeat in the back and I want to dance. I want to take away every feeling of every moment away. To the sway of the beat I let the feelings escape from me only to return in due time.

I keep trying to figure out all the answers to the questions I have unanswered. Ashamed, I feel that I have been asking all the wrong questions. This is life, we live and breathe, eat and sleep. We have moments of joy , sadness, pain, and laughter. We are all meant to endure each one, not to feel as if the world is crashing down, but to experience the moments. If we continue to pray for the best things, then we are missing out on the everything. The traveled road. I have been fortunate to meet people of different attitudes towards life, drastic ones at that. The optimistic, pessimistic, happy ending, never ending folks. It keeps me going, just knowing that I have so much to learn. I can play by the rules of the game, but I don't think that was ever meant for me, the typical life, that is. I have been running from myself for so long, maybe now i am going to be able to see who i am and figure out what it is that I am meant to do in this world. Who I am going to be able to help. Without losing my passion for people and the love they carry with them. Everyday is a line, to the story that I am living. A note to the song that is being written every time I breathe. Maybe this time I will be able to see what life is and give it a chance to take me somewhere I have never been. I place to challenge everything I know about myself and the world around me. Bliss.