First of all o have to say that I have had a few drinks therefor of anything is spelled invorrectly or doesn't make any sense.... Do not judge me.
Ohhh, lately I have been under a lot of unescecary stress. It seems that the car accident has bit remained in the past. I recieved a letter in the mail from the woman who hit me, asking me to release her from all damages to my at because she was going to het her license taken away from her.... I wish I could but due to the fact that I haven't been discovered for my talents I have no money... I know it sounds crazy but it feels like I have this womans life in my hands, her future. I feel horrible that I can't do anything to help her out, let alone the fact that I just recieved a bill on the mail for the hospital visit o made after the accident...!!! Ugh I just don't know how to feel about anything anymore.
Expect love.... I feel that in this point of my life , while attending weddings and photographing them, I don't underaand why I can't find someone to love me. I haw recently found someone that has been an important factor in my life and it seems that he doesn't want to be apart of mine " in a relationship kind of way" I am not for him anymore, somewhere along the twisted path that we have been involved in has strayed him away from ever wanting to be with me. Which hurts, I feel that I cam trust him and know him and it just isn't enough... It seems that I am never enough... Whether it be sexually or emotionally men never seem to think I am. Enough which is seriously the reason why I am still the 27 year old virgin without a relationship history. And patience isn't going to help me this time. Jaime
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