Displacement

Tonight I am reminded of the feeling I know all to well, the feeling I haven't seen in quite sometime... The feeling that refreshes my body and frightens my soul. Displacement. Sometimes when I am surrounded by people I am able to wash them out and muffle their sounds in an instant - replacing them with the sound of my heartbeat and the exhale of my breath I feel as if I am watching myself fromthe outside... Every sense is awakened simutaneously . I feel the ability to chNge musket into whatever comes into my mind. In the moment. My step changes with my posture, my hand movements with every inhale. Memories unknown to me arise, thoughts rush through my veins. I am something else, someone else momentarrily takes over my entire being. This feelingholds strong in the pit of my stomach And j feels as if I can do anything. Run, dance, scream, smile... Impulses being to arise from somewhere I've never known- as I drive my eyes stare off I to the road ahead of me as my surroundings blur at 5 or 60 mph and it is a feeling I am unsure anyone can understand. I look at those with me And they converse as I am myself, it is impossible to explain in the fullest capability , but it is something I know I am meant for more. The feeling tells me I am capable of anything in this moment- to create things people have never seen. It is overwhelming and intimitdating all on it's ownbecause I don't know anyone who can do this. Displacement. I feel as if every movement is exagerated and thought a year about. I am able to stare at myself as if it is forthe first time I am seeing my skin, the freckles on my shoulders - the blue in my eyes- I can cry for no reason in this moment- feel the wet tears against my cheeks and wipe them away with a smile with no purpose- and only one I feel an understand and he is no where in site. Displacement......


Jaime


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